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Would You?

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Have you ever loved an OC that you made so much that you would be thrilled if they were real?
Would you enjoy having them as a friend, special someone, companion?
Do you love them so much that you would tear them out of non existence and bring them into reality?
This my friends... is how to do that.

tulpa.info/guides/faqman-creat…

I'm not sure if I like any of the OCs I've created thus far to do this but it seems like an amazingly cool idea.
I've always been fascinated with insanity and hallucinating but never before has it seemed so real or as an option to actually experience it myself. The idea is what fascinates me. Have people actually done this? Is it really possible to create somewhat of a split personality and project them into the real world outside of your own body? Well... humans don't use part of their brain right? Perhaps this is just a way to unlock it more but possibly at the cost of self induced hallucinations. It seems like a weird idea that takes devotion and isn't for the light hearted but it adds something to your life that is potentially amazing. I mean, if you watch a favorite cartoon and think that it's cool that they were thought up and exist in the cartoon then imagine how neat it would be to have them actually exist. You could talk to them and have them give sentient responses back. Now, copying a character doesn't really work with this but you can create a personality and such for one of your own. It will change a bit due to it being sentient and things with your subconscious but still, it's a really cool thought.
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Update-ish

2 min read
Yo. I'm still alive. I still look at your art but I rarely comment. Or actually clear it from my inbox.. Still, seeing some progress and I'm liking it!

I'm hoping to draw a couple of pictures involving me and my friends for lack of a better word cosplaying Full Metal Alchemist Homunculus. I posted the first one, me as Pride and hope to continue to add to the collection. Maybe make a group picture.

Yada yada whether that happens or not is a mystery as I tend to lose interest in things rather quickly.

Ok, my life. I'm learning how to become a guitar teacher because my teacher is going on holidays for a month or so so I will be filling in for him then maybe getting my own students. I have to tie my hair up but it's an ok job. I need the money so eh.
My hair is about up to my shoulders which is cool. Apparently only 3% of males have long hair so it makes me stand out a bit.
Exercise has slowed down a bit but I'm still trying to do at least push ups daily.
Thanks to being sick I managed to blast through Full Metal Alchemist in maybe 2 weeks. I have also developed an addiction to soup xD Never used to like it that much but now it's amazing!

Well stuff and such. Oh yea.. I might upload pictures of my bosses and such of my D&D campaign. I spent over 4 hours reading up on something and came up with these cool OCs so I decided to make a scenario and be Dungeon Master for that short period.

I have an abundance of hats. K, Seeya whenever. :p
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1 Week.

1 min read
Hey what's up? Hows everyone been? Yea. It's been awhile. 4000 deviations I haven't gone through ^^;

Anyways, I have 1 week left of school. Not high-school, College. Culinary College. So you bet your ass I can cook like a baoss now.

So yea, since I have free time (besides working part time) I might be more active. I'm not sure, I've got about a billion things I want to do so we shall see what makes it on my priority list. I've been popping on dA every once and a while to check on things and even though I don't always comment I'm liking the improvements I'm seeing in everyones art.

Yup yup,. It's late, was playing video games and making savory smoked chicken crepes so I'm going to bed. Will most likely be more active on Skype so don't be afraid to say hi. I may be playing a game so sorry if I don't answer right away xD

Peace Out.
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Update

5 min read
Scroll Down to the Bold for the important stuff that relates to you and not me.

Hello people, It's been a while. I'm still really busy and that's not a lie. When I'm not doing parkour I'm doing school. When I'm not doing school I'm volunteering for school. When I'm not volunteering for school I'm rock climbing. When I'm not rock climbing I'm doing chores. When I'm not doing chores I'm playing League of Legends for a short time. When I'm not playing League of Legends I'm playing D&D with my buds. When....you get the point. I've really gotten into rock climbing and passed my belay test recently and have a harness and rock climbing shoes so I go quite often. I can even bike there because nobody goes when I'm done school cuz it's too early.

Anyways, School has kept me really busy. I find myself liking video games less and less or shifting from one to another like League of Legends. I've gotten pretty close with people from parkour and have been hanging out with them as well so it's kinda hard to fit in my other friends as well as my online friends. I don't mean to neglect anyone but I just don't have time anymore.

I've gotten a LOT more fit and am growing my hair decently long, it's down to the bottom of my eyes and an inch or two from my shoulders on the back. I usually have my sides curly a bit and wear a bandana or something but it's just a nice change from just having the same old haircut over and over and with long hair it's more versatile.

I've also been getting better with guitar but it's kinda slowed down because of school. I'm supposed to be doing a lot more chores around the house for money and such because rock climbing isn't cheap. I'm also thinking about getting contacts because there has been times where my glasses flew off my face while doing a vault and they have a chip in them now so it will be somethign new to try. But then again, that's more expenses. I also got the Dead Winter books which is also more expenses but totally worth it! Can't wait for them to arrive.

I've been more busy than usual because I've been writing up my D&D character sheet. I'm a Wizard so it's pretty complicated. I pretty much got it now though xD

So yea Chef school is pretty sweet. There's lots of dishes to do though xD But I usually get to take home what I make. I'm a bit squeamish when it comes to seafood though so Clam Chowder was under seasoned because I tried it like twice then spat it out pretty much. Still, it's fun, I haven't cut myself yet xD Almost burned myself a few times though.

Ok now for the important stuff.
Drawing, I rarely do it. I still kinda like it and might do it every so often but it's not a big part of my life anymore because my career and fitness is more important to me. I never really had the patience for it anyways. I'll still probably draw every now and then but don't expect much.

I'm trying to look at your art and stuff but I've got like well over 1000 messages stacked up so I probably won't comment on everything but I will try to look at everything even if it's just a semi-quick glance. (I'll try to take time to appreciate it but I'm low on time to do that.)

Mrs. Butterworth's Indestructible Bomb Shelter is an amazing song.

Feel free to kick me off or kill me off for the Team Fortress Cosplay Group as I am not contributing nearly enough as I should. It was fun and you guys are all great but I think someone else should fill my position so you can get the most out of the group.

Sorry again that I'm not really communicating that much with you guys anymore but I'm busy and rarely on my computer anymore. Life kinda gets in the way. I'm still a fan if not friend to all you guys. But I like going out more than staying in on my computer now.

Doug, Keep up with those Youtube posts! Build yourself an awesome Channel!
James, I hope to still talk every once in a while when I have the time and I'm really sorry that I'm not on Skype that much anymore.
Chase, you got like 192 deviations that I haven't looked at yet... Your a drawing machine!
Steff, 74 isn't as high as 192 but it's still really impressive! You guys are the reason It's gonna take me long to look trough all of them xD
Johnny, Nice animations, Keep up the good work!
And to all the others, Keep up the good work and follow your dreams and sorry I was too lazy to see if anything overly notable was happening xD Yea... ^^; I still don't know who all watches me or will actually read this so... I gotta go to bed. It's late, Sorry!

So yea. Long update, Thanks for reading if you did, Thanks for skimming if you did. No thanks if you just read the bottom. YOU GO UP THERE AND READ THE REST!

Stop reading already, Go out and enjoy your lives!

Edit: Ouran High School Host Club or whatever isn't as bad as a lot of people made it sound. It's sickening at some points (not homophobic but there's a limit) but it is pretty decent and well made. I'm glad there's some fan service for girls out there.
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I apologize again for neglecting you guys for so long but I was being stupid and lazy. Now however, I no longer have time to do ANYTHING much less stuff on dA. Hopefully I will comment here or there but I am SERIOUSLY Busy.

Explanation:
So I started College and then I got 2 weeks off. I am back in College and that takes up most of my early morning, then I eat and do stuff I want to do only while eating because that's all I have time for, then do homework which takes up the rest of the day until early at night where I go to bed so I don't fall asleep in class. ( Not really working that well.. I have yet to fall asleep in class but it's been close. )

I seriously got hit by a brick wall of homework. It's especially bad for me because I'm not used to homework with me being home schooled and all but MAN do they give you tons. They give you homework on stuff you covered in class and stuff you haven't covered in class and then 15+ Pages to read as well as well as the rest of the chapter you started in class. It's only been more than half a week but I no longer have ANY free time. And the time I do have free I'm usually catching up on homework or at Parkour which I am not stopping for anyone! ( sorry )

I might have more free time as I get used to doing the homework and that but a rock climbing place is opening right next to my college so I'm definiteness going EVERY DAY! Month passes are actually pretty cheap but that will eat up the rest of my free time that is non existent.

So yea, College is great but it takes up all of my time. I haven't even been able to play my guitar that much let alone do musical theory homework. Oh yea, it appears I have Chicken Pox. Whatever. Parkour is going really amazing and I'm getting a lot stronger but I do miss you guys too. Life just gets in the way sometimes, sorry.
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